Years of my Youth.

A walk with God (:

“We see and understand things not as they are but as we are.”

i do wonder who’s the percipient one who made such an astute statement.

After spending grueling days and sleepless nights discussing the above claim in 1600 words, i have to admit that it precisely sums up human perception.

We’re all constructions of biases, prejudices, predispositions… it’s just a matter of degree and intensity.

Even God sees us not as we are (depraved sinners who deserve to be burnt eternally in Hell), but as He is (righteous in Christ Jesus, who is one with Him).

The implications of this claim (the “things” encompass living things, and human beings are living things) don’t hurt if they work for our good. We don’t mind a little favourtism that’s on our side, do we? On the other hand, the story becomes more dramatic and emotive when we become victims of such constructions (we can cry, complain, sue or fight, but it will not obliterate the inherent constructions). It all depends… on how the implications affect us or more blatantly, how they affect “me”.

By now you may have realized, in a sudden flash of lambency, that i’m surprisingly a skeptical relativist and an individualist. That’s hardly Communist, and quite far from the Christian belief too!

Say hi to the nice tolerant solitary 
…………..who doesn’t buy your ‘truths’.

Is there an absolute truth?
Your absolute truth may be subjective illusion to me and vice versa.
Your justified true belief may be illogical false delusion to me and vice versa.
Yet again, we’re but specks in the immeasurable Universe, which we will never grasp completely. There may be absolute truth but we (as a united human race)** do not know and may never come to know (some claim that absolute truth exists simply because our minds are capable of conceiving this concept, but that does not provide a satisfying explanation for the nature of its existence, so i don’t buy that).

The hardest thing to swallow about this entire TOKing experience was the realization that i had subconsciously succumbed to the very thing that i despise and furtively revile – conformity. It started with me not thinking too much (foolish acts always start with not thinking enough. Oh my son, THINK!!!), which was the easy way out. If not for a true friend called Timliang who aggressively and mercilessly tore my drafts apart and provided me with the impetus to reflect, i might have drowned myself in the so-called “Blue Ocean”.

Another hard thing to swallow was the realization that my English sucks. i have been deceived that A1s for O Level English and Literature speak volumes for my English standard, but i was wrong. Thanks to another true friend Audrey, an ex English SL students, who ended up correcting grammar for a HL English student…

It’s about time Zhuo’er, to use your brain.

As you exercise pragmatism and practicality, remember not to throw your discernment and originality into the wind.

Give your best to play with and conquer the system now, but more importantly, do not let it get into your System.

** My faith in God the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit is not so weak that it cease to stand just because of some thought provoking TOK assignment.

i still firmly believe through faith that He was, is and will always be the absolute truth.

Then again, i’m more aware of the harsh reality, the odds against evangelism in the age of science, reason and information.

How do i share the gospel with an agnostic when i would become one myself if i were to think so much?

ONLY by the Spirit of God.

Therefore, my dear brother or sister in Christ, i pray that you pray for us that we’ll be Spirit-filled, for it takes miracles that defy logic and reason (they are actually grossly limited in their capabilities to perceive knowledge, just that society deceives us into believing that they are pretty invincible) to bring the lost to the Truth which we claim to be true.

2 Corinthians 10:4-6
For the weapons of our warfare are not carnal but mighty in God for pulling down strongholds, casting down arguments and every high thing that exalts itself against the knowledge of God, bringing every thought into captivity to the obedience of Christ, and being ready to punish all disobedience when your obedience is fulfilled.

10 Comments »

  eug wrote @

We don’t see things as they are, we see them as we are. – Anais Nin (: A friend posted this and I was like whoa TOK!

Ahh unfortunately I didn’t have people to help tear my drafts apart but I guess no use thinking about it nowwwww

  zhuoer wrote @

Wow, thank you for telling me who the percipient one is!

Just wiki-ed Anaïs Nin. My goodness, what an amazing woman!!! Sophisticated yet unembellished…

Yea, we must move on and focus on what’s ahead… Jia you for mid-years!

  ash wrote @

hello,
i just stumbled across this today by utter chance and i have to say that this was truly inspiring.
as a christian and IBer myself i couldn’t have counted the number of times i’ve had my faith shaken in tok classes filled with atheists and agnostics.
thank you, really, for this. i think this really does prove that God’s purposes and ways are far beyond our comprehension.

  zhuoer wrote @

Hi ash!

(: haha, that’s nice to know.
Yes indeed His ways are higher, and it’s a joy to know Him more each day, even in seemingly unfavourable environments.

All the best for IB!
God bless ^^

  cassandra wrote @

am struggling right now..someone help l need to write an essay 1600 on this and l think am confused ..please help..

  zhuoer wrote @

Hello Cassandra (:

Well, this essay is very flexible, so you have to define the scope for yourself. Basically, you have to address the issue of objective and subjective perception and bring in the relevant ways of knowing and areas of knowledge. Also you need to provide counterclaims to your stand regarding each stand you make and provide real life examples.

All the best with your essay!

  Camilla wrote @

Hi there,
I completely agree with you about wanting to drown yourself! im doing exactly the same essay
at the moment and its just so diffcult to structure
my ideas to my satisfaction. Even though you have no clue who i am, and probably pretty skeptical, but could you possibly help me out and
send me a copy of your essay? I would really appreaciate the help as im writing this at the elevnth hour. Thanks so much and God Bless :)

  Rahul wrote @

I don’t know why you guys are crying so much about IB being so difficult.. I managed to write my TOK essay last year in 4 hours as well as doing most of my IA’s including Business HL, World Lits and even my extended essay in 2 days each. I did most of the work during march like 2 weeks before it was to be sent off for grading…still managed to get a 35 with minimum effort…and now looking back it seems like a walk in the park, well not exactly maybe a walk in the park during a thunderstorm! LOL

  hellohurricane wrote @

that, my dear, is why you get only 35 and not 40+ points. spent most of my time slaving over non work aka drafts before rewriting IAs *just* before submission. ahh. psh, touchy because IB wasn’t that easy for me. glad that it was for you

okay off to sit for math in a few hours …

btw zhuoer this is eugenia, haha i got a wordpress account. if you see this, all the best for later! (:

  zhuoer wrote @

Hi Eugenia! :D
Thank you <3
All the best with the rest of our papers!
See you on stage next year!!


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